A life in the life.

It’s crazy how fast life can turn around.

Wed, 01 May 2013 23:12:09 -0400

It’s crazy how fast life can turn around.

Peak.

Mon, 22 Apr 2013 10:04:12 -0400

I’m so happy right now. Everything is falling into place with everyone and everything.

I have so much love for people. Downfall.

Fri, 19 Apr 2013 18:46:08 -0400

I have so much love for people. Downfall.

Why must I be like a real life Ron Swanson :(

Wed, 17 Apr 2013 16:47:16 -0400

Why must I be like a real life Ron Swanson :(

Progression.

Tue, 16 Apr 2013 01:42:01 -0400

It’s crazy how much I’ve grown up. How early it all happened. Such a lack of childhood. I think mentally, I’m somewhere in my 30’s. I pretend to be immature at times only to fit in. I’ve passed that phase of “man” that only yearns for sex and alcohol. I want meaning. I want emotion.

Nightmare fuel.

Sat, 13 Apr 2013 16:29:23 -0400

Nightmare fuel.

Allahu Akbar……lol. I’m a bad person.

Sat, 13 Apr 2013 15:52:59 -0400

Allahu Akbar……lol. I’m a bad person.

Buttons.

Fri, 12 Apr 2013 13:04:35 -0400

Buttons.

Photo

Thu, 11 Apr 2013 22:42:06 -0400

Tough, but.

Thu, 11 Apr 2013 15:14:30 -0400

Even though I lack motivation, feel unwanted, feel hideous, lack real friends, witness; death, divorce, and deceit, I know I’m loved. I know my family cares about me. That’s what gets me through life. That’s what keeps me going. My outlet.

Lurve.

Tue, 09 Apr 2013 01:55:11 -0400

I want to fall in love and treat whoever I’m with like a motha fuckin goddess. I wish I had a way with words.

I kan jump.

Mon, 08 Apr 2013 18:48:21 -0400

I kan jump.

Art.

Sun, 07 Apr 2013 19:17:30 -0400

Imagine all of the beauty and art that has never existed because of religious zealots, bigots, the small-minded, the prejudiced, and the uncivilized. Sigh

2:37 A.M.

Sun, 07 Apr 2013 02:31:22 -0400

I type. I backspace. No progression of my thoughts.

Be on that tattoo game.

Sat, 06 Apr 2013 23:01:39 -0400

Be on that tattoo game.

I used to love this song.

Sat, 06 Apr 2013 21:41:00 -0400

I used to love this song.

Dreamz

Sat, 06 Apr 2013 21:18:52 -0400

I wish there were a place where I could watch the best movies and eat the best snacks with my best friends and have the best time.

Photo

Sat, 06 Apr 2013 14:52:47 -0400

Photo

Fri, 05 Apr 2013 18:02:42 -0400

I miss being able to channel how I feel. Lately I’ve been sort of reevaluating my perceptions of...

Thu, 04 Apr 2013 22:08:13 -0400

I miss being able to channel how I feel. Lately I’ve been sort of reevaluating my perceptions of people. Is this person really my friend? Am I just their puppet? Or maybe a shoulder to cry on. I work so hard on being the best person I can be. I listen to everyone and their brothers issues, I hold the door for everyone and their cousin, I’m honest to everyone, and just try to be a swell dude. Lately I feel that it may not be worth it. Is my impact on others lives even relative to how hard I try? I wonder if I’ve ever made a difference. All I want is a thank you every once in a blue moon. I don’t want the karma Gods to come liberate me or anything. I just want to feel like I’m actually making a difference. I lost a good friend because I couldn’t give her a ride to the mall. How worthless I feel knowing that my friendship lives on a keychain in my pocket. Why are people so shallow and heartless? I was raised with respect and gratitude, not emptiness and hatred.